My days are spent in agony,

nights are full of wonderment..

Do you think of me?

Have so many questions,

don't know if you can provide the answers.

Doesn't really matter as long as you think of me.

Your voice forever lingers in my ears,

a certain whisper that makes my heart ache..

It broke..

After all these years you let it break.

After unfulfilled promises and advantages you took

of my body, my heart...

MY LOVE,

do you love,

or am i not the one you want after all these years

can you hear the sound of my name and honestly say

YOU never think of ME!!

Are we playing hard to get

or have we still not learnt to put our Pride aside

since it broke our hearts.

Can you answer these questions,

can you even begin to imagine the confusion of my thoughts,

the stinging feeling in my eyes or the hard lump of tears i swollow

choking me into a darkness.

My life is so empty without your calls, your voice, that whisper.

would you laugh if i asked you to?

Would you believe me if i told you i miss it, along with your smile..

That grin of satisfaction everytime you realised you'd won..

SO FULL OF PRIDE..

Do you ever think of me, when my heart ached

because you weren't giving.

Now it aches still,

it hurts more because i am not receivin.

No lies, no anger, no love

NOTHING

Loveless Love

She gave him everything, he wanted nothing.

She asked for no favours in return.

She knew nothing, she thought she knew everything.

Everything was nothing when he thought of her.

Her heart was slowly dying for he was denying

himself the love that he deserved from the world.

As each night she sat crying

whatever he felt for her dying..

If ever something from nothing could ever be denied.

Crystal Clear Waters

Grains of sand massage my tongue

like chilli against our lips when we kiss.

From the waters onto this crystal bed i was flung.

These are the memories i most miss..

Sun's reflection sparkling hidden treasures of the sea

swiftly waltzing to the rhythm of the wind,

the restless untamed ever so free...

These are the songs upon which my heart fed.

Whispers of stolen secrets they would sing

to the ears of my lover, my earth and soul mate.

To whom my burdened heart will belong to no other..

No one explores me like you do

til my river explodes, overflows,

washing away all insecurities from earth and her sneers.

Such a fusion of confusion and bliss...

This is the lovemaking i most miss.

Grains of sand massaging my lips

like chilli against my tongue when we kiss.

From the crystal bed into the waters i was flung,

these are the memories i most miss.

As the glistening sea drowns me and my devotion to you,

who,

as the restless untamed sang ever so free...

Left me drowning!